alright bjork, you were right ... there is someone else. i'm sorry you had to find out this way. i never meant to leave her picture out where you could find it ... especially not THAT picture. yow.

i have no idea here this might lead. no, i don't expect it to be a long-term thing, but who knows? all i know is i'm really crazy about her right now. it doesn't mean i won't always love you. you know, in some ways, she reminds me a little of you ... the way you used to be ... before all this.

like do you remember that night last summer with me and isobel? that was the best ... and remember when you said, "i can sense it, something important is about to happen. it's coming up. it takes courage to enjoy it, the hardcore & the gentle. big time sensuality!" you were so wild and spontaneous back then. what happened to that girl?