yeah, yeah, yeah! i realize i haven't updated in forever, and you should be happy! no one wants to hear from me these days, i guarantee it. i'm tired, i'm huge, i can't breathe, i'm tired, my internal organs are getting pummeled, i can't sleep, i'm tired and i have to pee. that about sums it up ... oh and i have anywhere from six to ten weeks of this left ... crikey ...